Today is my one year anniversary of living in Denver, Colorado.
I have a lot of mixed feelings regarding this particular event. I mean, I've done a considerable amount of growing up, I've traversed the path of self discovery overall with my head held high, even through I've come out of it with some scrapes and bruises. However, I feel strangely unaccomplished. I feel like I should have been doing more with my time here, like I could have managed better, been better.
Then I find myself thinking,
"Why the hell does it matter."
Right now, I am happy.
Right now, I am content.
Right now, I feel prepared.
Right now, I have things worked out.
So why should I look into the past and think about the things I could have done.
When it's time for me to think about all the things that are happening right now, and all the things that will happen in the future.