Starbucks My Dear, Starbucks.

"If you were a country you'd be Switzerland. You never take a stand, your policy is never to offend. If you were a gambler you would always win, you'd only bet on the horses after they had already come in. And I'm sorry that I'm getting on your case, but true friends they stab you in the face."

I have officially applied to a school in Switzerland.

I mean, I think it would be kind of cool to go study abroad somewhere. It would be super neat to experience a new culture, while also going to school. The more I think about it, the more I am dreading the college experience. See, during the "pre-Drake" era, I was very welcoming to the college experience.

The whole flirtatious, partying, loose life that you see on television intrigued me, and I wanted to be a part of it. I knew I would be good at it at least.

But now, I don't want any of that anymore. I don't need to go be flirty when I have all I could ask for in a guy with me already. Unless we break up, which although is unlikely, could happen, I would like to not be involved with all the aspects of the college life experience. Maybe it's just not for me.

And besides that, even if we aren't together. I won't be missing out really, because getting to study abroad is an experience in itself.

College is stupid.

Why not Switzerland?

"Not for me, not for me. College, torture, college, university. Arts and crafts is all I need, I'll take calligraphy and then I'll make a fake degree."

Starbucks My Dear, Starbucks.

"Fair Phyllis sitting all alone feeding her flock along the mountain side. Up and down, up and down, up and down, when they found her kissing.

Here I am at Starbucks working on homework. It's nice

But Izzie is certainly the best person EVAIR. Like seriously. I wish I could spend every moment of my life with that chick. She is AWESOME.

BLOG JACKED!! :P

Making a Mix

And that frankly will not fly. You will hear the shrillest highs and lowest lows with the windows down when this song's guiding you home. And they will see us waving from such great heights. 'Come down now,' they'll say. But everything looks perfect from far away. Come down now, but we'll stay.

I'm working on your birthday present that's already a month late. I'm sorry it's taking so long. I should have it to you by Christmas when we leave to go back home.

I am going to miss you so much over break. It already makes me sad just thinking about it.

Why yes, they are laughing at me.

Now you could study Shakespeare and be quite elite. And you could charm the critics and have nothing to eat. Just slip on a banana peel and have the world at your feet. Make 'em laugh, make 'em laugh, make 'em laugh.

I think one of the best feelings of my entire life, is that towards the end of Big Love, I walk on stage and people start laughing, just because I've walked on.

By this time I have established my character in two previous scenes. And from that people deem that I am funny.

That I am adorably funny.

I never thought I'd be that character. Last year I saw The Tempest, and I remembered that happening with Skylar, Sam, and Kyra.

Now it's me.

I always thought that all the kids in George Drama were way out of my league in the talent sense. They were all so far above me, and I could never ever compare.

You never know until you try.

What I learned from this show is?

But I have to go with my whole instinct when it tells me that I love him and he loves me, and nothing else matters. Even if other things matter quite a lot. Even if it's in the midst of everyone getting killed. Maybe this is how people end up marrying Nazis but I can't help it.

My favorite part of this isn't about how great her love is, it could even overcome death on the scale of that which occurs in the play; it's when she says, "even if other things matter quite a lot."

I know that there are a lot of things in my life that matter. I have a lot of caring friends, I have my family, I have a future to look toward, I have school to push myself through.

And yet, I know that when we are together that is the only thing that matters.

I know it sounds cheesy.
I know it sounds cliche.
I know it sounds stupid.

But when he and I do anything together, whether it's playing Angry Birds on his phone, or telling each other things we would never tell anyone else. It's the only thing that matters.

About three months ago, what feels like forever ago, I met this guy. He just sort of happened upon me where I never expected him to be, and I've never been so pleasantly surprised in my whole life.