What to Tell Me

"You can't belittle your problems. I think yours are pretty big."

I once read in my Psychology book that something shouldn't be considered a phobia or a problem until it starts having an effect on your daily life. This is how I interpret a lot of things. Something really shouldn't be put into too much thought unless it starts having an effect on your everyday activities. The only problem with this state of mind, this way of thinking is that it sucks when you realize that something has crossed that line and has actually become a problem.

I think the discovery that you actually have something to worry about is worse than having the issue in the first place.

Not to say that I have a psychological issue, I mean, it's not like I've ever been analyzed by professionals, but I would like to assume that I am mostly sane.

I think everyone would like to assume that they are mostly sane.

So maybe something of mine has become a problem, because it affects my every day life, the question is;

How do I fix it, or make it better?

Someone told me to seek professional help, but honestly, I don't think I could deal with that. That sounds absolutely terrifying and doesn't seem to fit my problems at all.

My problems seem to obscurely fit into a Days of Our Lives script, and you don't see any of those people in therapy do ya?

Nah, I don't think that's for me. I feel like they will just want me to talk, but I think writing is better anyway. More or less theraputic in it's own way.

Then again, I write entirely in ambiguities and rarely ever in specifics, unless it's a quote, I like those.

Anyway, so if anything I guess that today, on my path to self discovery, that people think I have issues. Some people think I have major problems.

Do I agree with them?

Well, I guess eventually, with my Psychology-book-philosophy, all will be told in time.