I can't say I am totally unaffected by this whole situation.
I mean, it sucks. The title of "filler girl" is not a pleasant one.
If I do nothing, then the world looks on me as if I am hiding something.
If I do something, then I will be judged on my behavior.
Awesome right?
I guess it isn't a huge deal though, I figured passiveness would get me somewhere. It did...and yet I am still under the impression that I didn't get what I might have wanted. Then again, since I didn't know what I wanted, that is also a falacy in itself.
Nothing was done in specifics to me I suppose. People were looking out for themselves, and that's okay too. Now I get to do what I am good at, being passive.
I did alot of expanding my horizons over the last few weeks. My first instinct is to revert that immediately, but I am fighting to not do so. I am trying really hard to just accept. A clean get away.
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